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Messy Worthiness.

Oh, y’all. My heart is soaring as I write my first blog post on here. Like, you seriously have no idea. My fingers are moving faster than I can actually type, I keep having to back up and correct things. What a mess.

But that’s life, right? Messy. My life is so messy. And I’ve spent a huge chunk of that life telling myself I’m unworthy of so much. I’ve told myself I’m unworthy of love, unworthy of friends, unworthy of the life I’ve been given. The thing is, I am unworthy of the life I’ve been given. I’ve done nothing to deserve any of it. I’m a mess, a hot one if you will [in more ways than one. *wink wink* … I’ll shut up.] . And I’m not here to throw a bible at anyone, but y’all my Jesus died for me and so I became worthy in Him. That’s right. So I’m worthy, I’m worthy of love and friendship and so much more… even if it’s messy. [see how I figured the blog title out? Great. We’re on the same page now.]

So what’s the plan here? We all know I already technically have a blog, right? Well see, no matter what I do, I have never felt connected to that blog. I’ve never felt comfortable, I’ve never felt like it was home, like it was mine. And I pegged it as a weight loss blog and that’s just not what I want. I want to write about life, about the messiness of life. About mental health, about parenting through the mess, and honestly, I was thinking maybe writing about books I’m reading. Maybe we can do a blog book club, where I write about what I’m reading and y’all can read with me and we can discuss in the comments. SOUNDS FUN, RIGHT? I think so.

But this is where you come in. That’s right, you. You gotta communicate with me via the blog. Write in my blog comments, not just my Facebook ones. Share this site with your friends and family. I’m not going to force you, but my whole goal here is to reach as many people as I can to make sure we all know we aren’t alone.

Here are some of my favorite posts from my previous blog so you can get a feel of what I’m going for:

One year.
The Aftermath.

I’m so excited, y’all. This site is still under construction, it’s not as fancy as I want it to be. But man I just couldn’t wait to make my first post. I JUST COULDN’T.

Man, I’m super hyped and annoying right now. I swear I won’t be this crazy all the time.

… That’s a lie.




5 thoughts on “Messy Worthiness.

  1. I don’t know if this is where I should comment? I’m bad at these things. But I’ll be following along (: I also love books. I try to find time for reading but I’d be down for book discussions!

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  2. Yes, you will be this crazy all the time – that is the you we love! I cannot wait to see how this pans out for you. I am so excited (and maybe a little green with envy)!

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  3. Umm, we are going to Fiesta Texas and we are riding a roller coaster. You get to pick which one, but we are riding one. And you can’t pick the kid coaster.


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